i'm not okey

Dear friend,
after thinking about your opinion...i just wanted to share some thoughts,maybe it's hard for me to say
but i have to say it loudly,
you don't have to break my confidence i mean it's broken already
you don't have to prove that am not good enough...i have a problem convincing myself that am not that bad
you don't have to say that my work is my only advantage...that what made me think that "el sho3'l aham" from the first place
i appreciate that you are listening to me when my crazy character shows up.
maybe one day i will prove that am more that what you are estimating....maybe you under-estimated me.
but am sure that i will end up alone....so please stop reminding me of what i already know.

yours,,
me